Jumpstart- The Knowledge You Thought You Knew

I wish I could zone out ,
Then jumpstart,

Wake up, where I want to be,
Where I know I’m meant to be,
I’m unfortunately the only one who sees

Demoralising, but no more compromising,

I need to take charge,
I need to live large,

Not for anyone else,

Such a selfish request,
Is this a life test,
Can’t I just rest.

I haven’t even taken a single Leap
But the thought of what could be makes me weep.

But why not,
I ought,
To be revered, after all these years,
Hiding in the shadow, stealthy like an arrow.

I require your respect,
In every aspect,

For me to bestow upon you,
The knowledge you thought you knew.